I'm on a real energy saving thing at the moment, going round turning of all the light bulbs, TV, and all those things with little lit up displays that we hardly ever use, whilst trying not to annoy Joel. I'm worrying about the energy prices going up and our bills increasing, which they have done. I'm blaming it on the computer, I seem to only sneak on to it when Joel is out and Poppy is asleep.
I keep having amazing ideas while feeding Poppy, for things I could make, like cloth baby books for Pops, where I paint the pictures my self, or use that transfer stuff and put photos of people she knows on the fabric. However by the time I come down stairs and eat, I only really feel like watching TV, or think I should write my shopping list or something.
I've been doing baby massage classes, which I really enjoy, but Poppy seems to think the main objective is to roll over and make busy and unavailable any limb mummy is trying to massage. I've also been asked if I'd like to train as a breast feeding support counselor, as i'd been really encouraging a friend who was having a difficult time, and she'd passed on how helpful I was. I havent quite decided yet, as it means i'd be committing myself to not give up for a while.